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[07 Dec 2006|10:52pm] this fucking sucks so we think alike?

[31 Jul 2006|01:05pm] last night my life was put on the line, i lost 2 pints of blood and almost died ^_^ 3 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

[27 Jul 2006|11:59am] haha, i turned 18 and got pierced and tattooed i think i am good for a while.... so we think alike?

[10 Jul 2006|12:11pm] i am tired of my self distructive behavior it isn't like anyone even knows anyways, i can finally say i don't need you anymore and that is a good feeling, now if you want to be in my life it is your turn to try.. so we think alike?

[04 Jul 2006|07:13pm] haha happy fireworks this week i found out i am a spoiled lazy ass kid who is to emotional and can't even have a conversation without getting upset, i also don't think about anyone elses feelings and i only care about myself, thanks for the critism guys it really helps, heh i love my life 1 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

[29 Jun 2006|03:15am] i know i left you, but you better never fucking leave me.. so we think alike?

[28 Jun 2006|02:24pm] i am just going to stop trying.. *end* 1 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

[25 Jun 2006|12:56am] today i went to work and tristan and scott drove for me after that i went to QT to get a drink and megan was there, we talked until midnight and i came home. now i just have to figure out how to shake this lonelyness anyone want to take a nap with me? so we think alike?

[23 Jun 2006|04:16am] [ mood | hopeful ] those two days we hung out was almost how it used to be, kid i miss you and don't ignore me please. not again. so... with that said would you like to play again? i promise i will make it worth your time and if you don't answer, i will understand and let you be.... so we think alike?

[22 Jun 2006|05:23pm] can't you see that what we're fighting for is nothing that you ever wanted and if thats the case why am i here fighting for oyu to come home so we think alike?

[22 Jun 2006|12:58am] [ mood | lonely ] looks like its just us now, you will never love me again so we think alike?

[21 Jun 2006|09:18pm] so it seems to be another lonely night but it's okay. i think i am getting used to this so we think alike?

[20 Jun 2006|12:40am] [ mood | amused ] don't worry girl i still love and miss you, i just don't see a point in this because now i don't need you anymore... no i don't want to apply for the position i am not a friends with benifits kind of guy... i need to get some sleep... i want somone to be with... i never wanted to complicate things, i guess i should have waited for you to be alone and over him to have you with me again i am sorry.. someone break my writers block i think it might be killing me.. 3 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

[17 Jun 2006|01:40pm] i sit here in this room feeling like i am in a topical jungle about to die..it is so freaking humid and hot dang i regret wearing clothes today... i am tired of feeling alone someone save me from this place p.s. does anyone want to work for me today, i really don't want to work 1 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

[16 Jun 2006|02:15pm] fuck your feelings for me, they are gone now so we think alike?

[27 May 2006|09:32am] and now i have gone away from this place forever i'm gone... so we think alike?

[27 May 2006|08:22am] i haven't really slept in 8 days. With insomnia, nothing is real. Everything is far away. Everything is a copy of a copy of a copy. these are the words that ran through my mind for the past couple days. i go to bed at two or three every morning and get up at seven. i have more time, but it bothers me because i am always tired.i feel like i am missing something ( other then sleep) school is done, i am moving out, i have a job, i have a career. what else am i missing? love.. now here i could enter i long simpithetic entry about who i love and why i love her. but she knows who she is and how much i love her and anyways i don't think she reads this. but thruthfully, i don't think it will ever change what i said to her. all i can say is i am sorry about the things i said and you know i didn't mean them, i was just tryign to figure out what happened. so if by some slim chance you run across this entry love.... This is the first day of my life Swear I was born right in the doorway I went out in the rain Suddenly everything changed They're spreadin' blankets on the beach Yours is the first face that I saw Think I was blind before I met you I don't know where I am I don't know where I've been But I know where I want to go So I thought I'd let you know That these things take forever I especially am slow But I realized that I need you And I wondered if I could come home Remember the time you drove all night Just to meet me in the morning And I thought it was strange You said everything changed You felt as if you'd just woke up And you said, This is the first day of my life, Glad I didn't die before I met you But now I don't care I could go anywhere with you And I'd probably be happy. So if you wanna be with me With these things there's no telling We just have to wait and see But I'd rather be working for a paycheck Than waiting to win the lottery Besides maybe this time it's different I mean I really think you like me... 1 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

[13 May 2006|02:38am] [ mood | hopeful ] i hope you know i love you angela, i know this is over but i still have hope for us. this just doesn't feel right. i am sorry for pushing away. you know i didn't mean things that i said. i love you. i can't get you out of my mind. the thought of you keeps me up at night, like now. why can't you love me back like you used to. i promise i will do better this time if you give me one last chance. i will try and understand. i have grown through this and realized i need you in my life. well really all i am really trying to say is. i can't live without you. 2 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

[09 May 2006|06:15pm] [ mood | fine ] [ music | pink floyd ] and so i return, depressed as always when i write in this bitch, but this time different. this is probably the worst time in my life i have ever come across but in the same way it is the best. i think i need to do this on my own, everyone i once had has been taken from me now for real and now this shit is mine to handle. so don't try to help and don't check up on me, i will be fine. i don't need petty friendships to be there for me when i least need them, this one is all me. it is mine and mine alone. i said i can't wait to be out in the world on my own, but i never knew the world could be this lonely so we think alike?

[12 Feb 2006|01:42am] [ mood | amused ] good day journal, sorry i have been neglectinging you but i don't really have much to say to you anymore. my life is great, my family is great my friends are great, my girl is great. i just wanted to say hi and also say thanks for being there for me when i really dind't have anyone. i am sure i will be back journal, i always am. 1 thought they were robots - so we think alike?

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